When I found out,
The first thing I thought of was a thin white paper stick.
No, it's not my bad habit....
Not even "just like that" anymore (this is for people whom I've partied with in the past.)
It's a lingering thought, but it's only a face of panic in my mind that is slowly fading away.
In short, I didn't handle the whole thing well. I guess not everyone can be all pumped up with joy (How I get Miranda Hobbes even more now!)
NOW:
I'm getting used to it, and I'm starting to feel excited & "normal":
~ Wanting to drink a bucket jug of Haldiram's Gol Gappa Water.
~ Hating Garam Masala & Raymond (Everybody Loves Raymond)
~ Sometimes, sudden burst of tears in the shower. Happy or sad, I don't know.
~ Craving Indian wear - Sarees, Lehengas, big chunky jewelry including nose rings. I also want to dress up like my in-laws' maid. I might one of these days.
~ Not loving tea so much anymore (Shocker! You know I'm a tea addict.)
~ Liking Mr.CZ again ;p
~ Enthu about SHOPPING (more makeup, more furniture)....
and BLOGGING again (Sorry I was not all here for days. This + not finding an apartment until now have made me very moody & uninspired. I will make up for it!)
I didn't want to make it all baby talk, so I included some new goodies:
MAC Vegas Volt Lipstick, MAC 239 Brush, Maybelline Lip Polish Glam 9, Paperchase Valentine's Pen With Charm, Primark Hairband.
***This also proves i-Can Pregnancy Test is accurate and it gets a good review from me...hehe! =D
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Oh, and if you read my post last week on my other blog CZloves, you may have already guessed the result =)
I will be back with more pending beauty posts shortly.
Now let me go and finish editing my Skincare Routine video, that I filmed last month in Scotland. I will post it on my Youtube Channel by later tonight, or early morning. Actually, editing is basically done, but since most of you want to hear me talk, I will do that quickly, and hope it'll come out clear.
Preview:
Nostrils =D
Happy Friday, everyone!
Btw, your instinct says.....
BOY or GIRL??? =)
Congrats CZ… :D
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awwww..!! Congratulations and best of luck with the whole pregnancy! Boy or a Girl, one thing for sure, you will manage all that on your tip toed heels with that perfect lipstick pout for sure, one stylish mummy dearest! haha.
ReplyDeleteAww thanks a lot Bharti :D I'm wearing heels as much as I can now before I can't in later months hehe
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Dear Cynthia,
ReplyDeleteThe heartiest, bigggest congratulations to you. I for the life of me wish it is a girl because a boy would go crazy surrounded with so much pink-ness ! Haha !!!
Whatever it is , im sure it will be one lucky kid with a supah fabulous mommu
Thanks so much Mehak! Hahaha...and I'm also afraid he'd go all macho and break them!
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Congratulationsssssssss CZ n MR.CZ
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god bless u baby n ur babyyyyy
hmmmmmmmmmm
how about both
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dont kill me
Thank you Rashmi! :))
DeleteBoth??? Arre, I don't even have a clue how I'll handle just ONE! :D
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Congratulations!!! Hope it's a pretty little baby girl, every inch as gorgeous as her mommy :D
ReplyDeleteThanks so much Dollie! :D <3
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Bear hug and heartiest wishes CZ :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Preeti! :) Hugs
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Congrats Baby Momma....
ReplyDeleteWarm hugs and wishes from all of your admirers.
I hope its a girl... :)
Thanks Baban :)
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Congrats, so happy for you :D
ReplyDeleteThank U loads Arzoo! :))
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Congratulations Cynthia ! Motherhood is a beautiful experience ... take care
ReplyDeleteI hope it will be Shalini :)
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That's amazing, congratulations!! Big hugs!! ^_^
ReplyDeleteThanks! :*)
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congratulations.. I wish its a girl!!
ReplyDeleteThank you! :)
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Hey even I hated tea, and I am a tea addict .... I couldn't stand the smell of it ... but after delivery, I began liking it gradually and everything is back to normal...
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Ya? Then I hope I too will love it again, coz I miss it :D Thanks!
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Congratulations momma to be. I believe little munchkin is gonna be a September baby :D just like me. *happydance* will you be doing outfit posts for the next 7 months? I have a strong feeling it will be a girl ��
ReplyDeleteSeptember or October, we have to wait and see :D Yup, I'll be doing outfits as much as I can!
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CZ darling .... the best part about pregnancy is... it gets over LOL. I am a new mom so please dnt judge me or anything... but really i took time to be happy about all of it. I share your zodiac, height plus am petite like you and so many times find you very similar to myself as in thoughts, taste etc etc. So i wish you stay chilled about everything and it goes smooth and easy. I am feeling it would be a Boy (stupid reason is I have a baby boy :) and you will adore him to bits. Babies have that magical thing about them especially when they are your own ;) Loads of love and happiness to you....
ReplyDeleteHaha...nah I won't judge, coz I'm also dreading the later months a little bit. Wow we have a lot in common! :D If it's a boy then we'll have one more thing to add to the list...hehe. Congrats & love to you both :*)
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congratulations :)
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Cynthia....Bless you & the baby with best of health. Take care :)
ReplyDeleteHeartiest congratulations!! Its a time to relax though the first trimester is tiring with the morning sickness n mood swings...
ReplyDeleteBtw download babycentre pregnancy app, its really helpful.
Ps: telling with recent experience as I'm in my 2nd trimester currently :)
Ooh...congrats to you too Shivi :) Ok I will download this app!
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Congrats Cyn...enjoy d 7 months that u hav for urself haha ( Believe me wen i say tats cuz i hav a yr old baby girl
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean, my last 7 months of complete freedom :D
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Aww congratulations !!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteCongrats CZ....so happy for you....wish its a cute little girl as gorgeous as her mommy :)
ReplyDeleteCongrats CZ!! I feel baby CZ will be a girl as beautiful as you are <3 God bless you :)
ReplyDeleteHello MRS CZ! Firstly heartiest congratulations for becoming a mother :) (just some few months more)
ReplyDeleteMay you be blessed with a healthy child.......I have been a silent viewer of your blog...one of the best blogs seen so far!.....and with the effort you put in and the super talent you have with makeup, i'm sure if you have a lil angel......she is going to be blessed with a mommy like you who knows what beauty is!! :)
Congrats to you and Mr CZ.............Best wishes :D
awwwww..............dunno but why i am like so damn excited to read this........congratulations CZ...you are an inspiration to so many and i am sure you will have the most cutest and stylish baby ever!!!
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ReplyDeleteCongo Pongo! :)
I Wish it's a Girl..Wish You Loadza Happiness n a Safe Delivery :)
congrats CZ !! now i can relate to your gol gappa post on instagram.. lol ..
ReplyDeleteGod Bless and take care !!
Congrats CZ!! I recently became a mommy and suddenly started thinking of all blogger friends I shared comments with in the beginning when I had just started. You were one of them! And I started thinking of you and if you became a mommy too. And somehow I opened my old blog (which is not active any more) and saw your post in my feed. A big yay moment!!. So happy for you. Loads of love and best wishes! Jiya.
ReplyDeleteYa, I remember you Jiya! :) Congrats on your baby too....hugs & kisses :*
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I've been a silent reader, but today, I HAD to comment! I think I speak for all your readers when I say that we are so happy for you, CZ! Wishing you lots of happiness, and good health :D take care, and I'm sure whether girl or boy, baby CZ will be as fabulous as you are :D lots of love xo
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Dhwani! Lots of love to you too <3
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OMG !! Congrats CZ..Super awesome..I am so excited to see how the baby would look :p Crazy me..And I wish its a girl..coz u gonna dress her all pink and cute :D
ReplyDeleteGosh, even I'm curious about how it'll look Bhumi! Haha :D
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congratulations sweetie!!! I am soooooooooooooooo happy for you!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! amazing news!!! this is so lovely :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) hmmm I'll guess...let me think...boy ;)
ReplyDeleteCongratulation dear.. :D :D. Mood swings.. ;)
ReplyDeleteheheh.. wish u get a double dhamaka.. but I would like you to have a baby girl as cute as you... ;) :D :D.. May god bless u.. :-* :-* ..
Congrats!!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations CZ... So happy for you... :)
ReplyDeleteHope it's a baby girl... Coz they are calm and sweet... :)
Oh My God Cynthiaaaaaaaaa Mam wow Congratulations .........!!! Hope it is a girl ...:))) She Would be just like you :) Omg i guess she will be a libran <3 .....I want to cry with happy tears ....*_* :* <3 Shrutika
ReplyDeleteYes, it might be a Libran Shrutika :D <3 :*)
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Congrats once again CZ :)
ReplyDeleteBoy or Girl.. We all would definitely want to see another CZ but whatever the mom wishes for :)
Congratulations!!
ReplyDeleteAnd it's totally normal to feel less than excited when you find out -- it's a big shift in mindset and lifestyle!
Congrats Cynthia.:) :) God bless u & the baby.I wish it's a girl.And thn d beautiful mumma & the pretty daughter; both cn go shopping together for all d pinky stuff.Hehehehehehe.:) :) But u knw actually,daughters r a mother's best frnd.So u'll find a permanent adorable friend,with whom u cn talk abt wt u wntto do,etc.,etc,.And if u hv a girl,do make it a point to get her all that cute baby stuff.:) Dose flowery hairbands & clips.I still so feel addicted 2 dem.Hehehehehehe. :) :) I'll love to see their posts too.I'm so so happy for u.Better tc of urself and avoid cosmetics for a little while.I've heard d chemicals somehow affects the baby during pregnancy.I dnt knw hw mch of it is true.Bt u knw wt concern moms hv for their babies.Moms cn do nything for their little love.And I jst wnt u & d baby to b safe.Avoid late night sleeps & dnt work ol9 too mch,d harmful rays.....:( I'll miss u though....:( Gn 2 d pretty mom & d cute baby.:) :) Muaah 2 him/her...........:) :) xoxo
ReplyDeleteHehehe...shopping together and flowery hairbands sounds so much FUN! :D Ya, I'm trying to avoid late nights and computer as much as I can these days. Thanks so much :*) <3
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Oh my gosh Cynthia! MASSIVE CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! xx
ReplyDeleteCongrats CZ..yupp guessed it was positive..lots of love and care..for the awesome journey ahead..yuppp gol gappas tend to be extra yummy
ReplyDeleteCongrats Cynthia!! I have been following your blog regularly and am so happy for you!
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Avantika
http://glitterarty.blogspot.in/
Welcome to motherhood!!
ReplyDeletecongrats cynth I know u will be a fab yummy mommy
ReplyDeleteMany congratulations!! Somehow all the pink and bows makes it really hard to guess anything but a girl, but then you never know!!!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations to You CZ i hope this pretty girl gets an equally pretty baby girl whom she can pass on all the wisdom she has about beauty......
ReplyDeleteA wish you a ton of happiness....
Hii Cynthia,
ReplyDeleteCongratulations to you and Mr.CZ for the great news. Now you got more reasons to shop for :)
Just wondering, what if you have twins?? One girl and one boy?? :) =D
Wish you loads of happiness and safe delivery
Nah, not twins for sure, coz scan showed only one embryo :)
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Congrats, Cynthia! Am sure Baby CZ (boy/girl) is going to be supercute :D
ReplyDeleteThanks Rads!! :D
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Congrats.. Lil CZ. A Gal with bows, hearts, frills all in Pink.. SmartyPants like you in a good way.. You will surely be a supah dupah mum..
ReplyDeleteCongratulations CZ :)
ReplyDeleteAww Congrats, CZ!!! :)
ReplyDeleteAw so many congratulations CZ! Wishing you a happy healthy pregnancy and baby ;)
ReplyDeletereally so happy for you....:)....enjoy this phase to the fullest...hopefully i'll be joining u soon...:)
ReplyDeletecongrats nd i wish you have a girl... pretty & talented like you
ReplyDeleteCongrats CZ :-)
ReplyDeleteCongos CZ…me too due after 7 months….now plz do some ootd posts…will help immensely…n take care…u shall be normal by end of first trimester
ReplyDeleteCongrats to you too! :) Yup, I will do some OOTD posts for sure!
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Its a girl! A pretty little Cynthia Junior on its way <3
ReplyDeleteYou sound so sure! Are you psychic?? :D
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A big congrats to you :D Hoping that all goes well :)
ReplyDeleteCongrats CZ !
ReplyDeleteBaby CZ will be one hell of a lucky child :)
My instinct says- BOY !!!
Thanks Palak! :)
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Hey CZ, heartiest congratulations!!! Enjoy ur pregnancy!!
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ReplyDeletei think it's a girl :D
Boy or girl, Cynthia, my jaw dropped with happiness when I saw the news on your other blog. Can't wait to see the cute little fellow! Stay happIER through the next couple of months!
ReplyDeleteLots of love.
So sweet of you Rima! Thanks...and lots of love to you too <3
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So happy for you! Congratulations :D xx
ReplyDeleteCongrats...May God bless you with a healthy and loving child....
ReplyDeleteEeeeps! SO happy for you Cynthia.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations :)
Congrats!! I say girl!!! Xx
ReplyDeleteMany congratulations to u ! I keep reading your posts! n this one was lovely :)
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Cynthia <3 sending lots of love and prayers your way
ReplyDeleteWow, Cynthia... Thats great news.. Congratulations both of you... So excited :)
ReplyDeleteOMG what a news little girl...u r becoming a mommy now....heartiest congratulations to all in family....take care of urself
ReplyDeletei guess 5 Oct is the D-Day :)
hope to see more maternity stuff and urself in those cute maternity clothes here.
boy/girl whatever it is.....it will b lovely as you are.....good luck <3
Congrats Cynthia!! You are following me ;)) Looking forward to reading a baby blog soon!!
ReplyDeleteMany many congratulations Cynthia and Mr. CZ!!
ReplyDeletePS: I am also facing the aversion to tea!!
Good to have company..congrats to you too Pragya :)
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Big congratulations Cynthia!welcome to the beautiful world of mommyhood!( very soon now. )
ReplyDeleteCongratulations CZ! This is my first time to comment here but I've been reading your blog for a long time now. I'm also a new mom to an 8-month old beautiful baby boy. Get lots of rest especially when you already show. Take care of yourself. I had a difficult pregnancy but thank God we are both okay now. Looking forward to your future posts!
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear everything worked okay and you're both fine now! Congrats to you too :)
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Congratulations Cynthia! Such amazing news! Wishing you the very best! <3
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Cynthia ! Such a great news Mashallah. Wish you all the best .
ReplyDeleteLots of love and prayers for you.
Aneela .
Couldn't THANK you all enough for all the wonderful comments! Wish you all the very best & God bless you too <3
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been an occassional commentor but a regular reader CZ.
Deletehappiest news and hearty congrats. and welcome to mommys club !!
wishing you the very very best of health and happiness.
drink lots of water and eat nutritious food and stay happy ..
BTW ,please download babycentre app very useful it is ..
boy or girl ,lil CZ is going to be a star , for sure
my instinct says it is a baby boy !!
lotos of love and prayers
Hi congratulations Cz..... Please check out babycenter.in it's great website to check pregnancy week by week plus you can meet so many people with same due date or month. I have one year old baby girl and I really enjoyed that website
ReplyDeleteOMG OMG! I take a break from stalking you and this is what I missed? Congratulations CZ! I am beaming with joy! Jeeez! I so can't wait for the little one to be all over the blog <3 :* *Yea, my knees go jelly for babies :D*
ReplyDeleteAll the very best to you, future-extremely-gorgeous-awesome-mummmy :)
Congrats Cynthia, checked your blog today and found out just now. Here's to a happy and healthy pregnancy.
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Congratulations Cynthia, wish you and baby CZ great health. Boy or girl the baby is going to be super cute (secretly hoping for baby girl :D )
ReplyDeleteI don't know how I missed noticing this amazing news!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Mrs. & Mr. CZ ! Hope u both enjoy the coming 7 months and an ever joyous parenthood :)
Congrats beautiful... <3
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